CHATRINESROOM

Katanya; kita nggabisa senang-senang terus, Ket. life is not that easy. life is not as simple as choosing what we want to feel. You're just being too utopist for telling everyone to be happy and grateful of their life, because the truth is not everyone has the same life to live as you. The happiness you feel right now won't last forever. It is temporary. Yuppp. Indeed!! You are not wrong. And, yea, call me  utopian. I don't mind. Cause i am. But things you need to note: I never said we have to be happy every single time, i never said life is easy. I never said life is simple. I never said choosing what we want to feel means everything is resolved. And i never said all of us are living the same life. Never. I said we all are free to choose what we want to feel. Meaning to react and how to respond to a situation. And choosing to be grateful is a kind of contextual act which is best to choose in order not to be hard on ourselves cause life itself is already hard. Be kind to yo...

23.32 AM and I am here sitting on the balcony, wishing everyone to have a good and joyful life 💓 Please enjoy every single day of yours. And for all girls out there I hope one day all of us will meet someone who loves and treats himself good for he can take care, treat, and love us as deep as he loves himself. Be with that one person who mentally, emotionally, and physically stable and available, good and has future oriented mindset, kind hearted, insightful, gentle, and caring. Leads you to every happiness. The one that taking pictures of every nice views he saw and send you right after that as it reminds him of you, asking what songs do you like so he can listen to it too and sing along with you, making you realize how beautiful life could be. The one to be with to see all the bright stars every night, staring at the night dark blue sky, or clouds and bright sky at the daylight. The one who will sit and drink a cup of tea with you while staring at the rainy day outside the windows. ...

    MEET ME IN THE VERY SECRET PLACE "If one day you finally want to meet me again, meet me in the very secret place" " Where is that secret place? " "Your heart" " Why is it secret? " "Because only you own the key to your heart and you keep only important things deep down there, no one really knows what is inside until you tell them"  " And why do you want me to meet you there? " "Because once you find me there, with all my heart i want to be kept there forever for i am already yours."  CROSS PATH "Why don't you say anything?" " I did. Always " "you didn't" " I talk to you in my head. Always. You will never find a day without me talking to you there " "maybe that's why we never really meet each other." " Why? " "Cause you want me to find you in my heart, but you always put me in your head"   " you know what's the difference? ...

First of all, i was thinking about make a list of my favorite movies to watch in this blog since a long-long time ago (for my self of course, duh), but yaaa, you guess it right,  i always find my excuses and ended up not doing that. But this time, special for you, Krisna, the one who always talk about any movie and started to go crazy over it together, i start to list my very very 8,9,10/10 movies. So, here is the list, Kris. Oh, once more, this list contains only movies that i think  you probably haven't seen yet. Please let me know whether you watch it or not and like it or not. That's all the intro, K, bye.   p.s: the number has nothing to do with the movie's rate. ~HOPELESS ROMANTI C  1. Gone with the wind (bagus puoll, imo) 2. 50 First dates 3. Midnight sun 4.  A walk to remember 5. Ten things i hate about you 6. Me before you 7. If i stay 8. Pride and prejudice 9.  The great Gatsby 10. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind 11. When Harry met Sall...

    Mungkin ada banyak hal yang indah di dunia ini, tapi malam ini, yang indah hanya kau, dan langit malam yang gulita, jernih yang samar-samar terbungkus warna biru kelabu. Tidak ada gumpalan awan di sana bak kanvas kosong yang siap dilukis dengan hanya bintang-bintang dan bulan yang sudi diperlihatkannya. Kendati demikian dapat ku pastikan, di antara kau, bulan, dan bintang-bintang di atas sana, kaulah yang paling indah, aku bersumpah. Dan aku tidak pernah tahu bahwa di bawah langit nan luas ini, bersamamu ruang justru menyempit, menyisakan hanya kita dan riuh degup jantung yang berpacu sama cepatnya dengan aliran darah dalam pembuluh arteri. Kita terdiam, yang ramai bercengkrama hanya pikiran di kepala kita. Diam ini adalah keributan yang paling nyaring terdengar. Mengapa di saat-saat begini kata-kata malah terasa sulit untuk disusun?. Padahal kita tahu persis dari sebanyak-banyaknya waktu, yang kita punya hanya saat ini. Kau terlalu sibuk menata hati, mengantisipasi sesak ...

  Sesungguhnya apa yang telah kau tulis? Bagaimana bisa jejeran aksara ini membentuk kalimat-kalimat sebegini indahnya. Memukau dan menarik atensiku seharian ini. Sastra saja sudah sanggup menenggelamkanku, dan sekarang itu diciptakan olehmu. Setiap bait hanya mengantarkanku pada decak kekaguman. Setiap kalimat membimbingku pada imajinasi seolah berada didunia yang kau maksud. Apa kau berniat membawaku kesana? Aku pikir aku akan sangat senang jika sungguhan berada disana. Memandangi rumah-rumah bergaya victorian tahun 1898 dengan tatanan arbovitae yang sempurna di pekarangannya dan sejumlah delphinium yang ditata rapi oleh penjaga taman rumah-rumah itu. Menyusuri jalanan sempit yang diapit pepohonan dan bangunan-bangunan megah dengan interior mewah dan jendela-jendela kaca patri di kiri dan kanan jalan. Yang jika ku berjalan sedikit lebih jauh, maka akan ku jumpai ladang anggur atau ladang gandum, dan tidak jauh dari situ ada Gereja kecil di kaki bukit dengan hamparan rumput hijau...

Jika nanti tak kau temukan aku diantara tanda tanyamu, maka jumpai aku pada tanda titikmu Meski tak kau dapati ragaku, percayalah, jiwaku telah genap di sana untuk seluruh jawab yang ingin kau dengar Sebab aku telah mati, jauh sebelum kau cari Telah pulang pada lengang yang tak pernah kau susuri Telah tidur panjang dalam dekap abadi sang halimun Terlelap pada bait terakhir elegi sukma tentang angan yang harusnya kau tahu tentang apa. Kau, Telah jauh dan tak lagi ingin ku gapai Maka, dalam tidur ini izinkan aku untuk melupa Pada tangkai bunga berwarna cerah yang tempo hari kau beri Pada sajak yang pernah kau kirim saat kau rindu Pada harum rambutmu, sebab tak lagi kuingini pulang pada pelukmu.   .  

 Hai  This is me, Chatrine, again.  Being here again, not to write any poem or prose like I always do here, but to share that am so happy today. No, not because today is valentine's day. I can't stop smiling since last night, I smile like a girl who falls in love. Can you guys imagine that? the first time when you fall in love with someone, you always smile at random things, just like you are on your way to going crazy. You just can't stop smiling and feel so happy like the world is on your side and everything just working for you. ya, that's me right freakin' now. Well, let's make things clear, am NOT falling in love with a new guy, at least not yet wkwkw, am just "feeling like am falling in love", there's a little bit of difference between that two sentences. Since life is all about choices, so you choose what you want to feel, right?  i know, sometimes there's that one condition we call "Force Majeure", something out of our control...

   #1  Mencintaimu harus menjadi seutuhnya seorang penyabar Mencintaimu harus menjadi seutuhnya seorang berhati besi Mencintaimu harus menjadi seutuhnya seorang sakit jiwa Mencintaimu harus seutuhnya, Tak kuizinkan setengah-setengah.  #2 Maaf, apa katamu tadi? Aku tak dengar. Kamu terlalu candu, kasih. aku tenggelam pada sorot matamu,  hanyut dilengkung senyummu, terpana setiap kali kau bicara. Jika kau ingin aku fokus hanya mendengarmu, boleh aku punggungi saja kamu? Sungguh, aku mabuk dibuatmu.   #3  Merengkuhmu adalah aktivitas terakhir yang ingin kulakukan Berada dalam pelukmu adalah tempat teraman sekaligus ternyaman yang pernah kurasa Relung hatimu adalah satu-satunya celah yang ingin kuisi Pada pundakmu kurebahkan kepala beserta segala rasaku Genggamanmu adalah satu cara ampuh menahanku Dan aku tak pernah ingin beranjak barang semeterpun darimu   #4  "Selamat pagi" sapaku, Dengan sisa-sisa rindu setelah pertemuan semalam.   #5 ...