CHATRINESROOM

Jika nanti tak kau temukan aku diantara tanda tanyamu, maka jumpai aku pada tanda titikmu Meski tak kau dapati ragaku, percayalah, jiwaku telah genap di sana untuk seluruh jawab yang ingin kau dengar Sebab aku telah mati, jauh sebelum kau cari Telah pulang pada lengang yang tak pernah kau susuri Telah tidur panjang dalam dekap abadi sang halimun Terlelap pada bait terakhir elegi sukma tentang angan yang harusnya kau tahu tentang apa. Kau, Telah jauh dan tak lagi ingin ku gapai Maka, dalam tidur ini izinkan aku untuk melupa Pada tangkai bunga berwarna cerah yang tempo hari kau beri Pada sajak yang pernah kau kirim saat kau rindu Pada harum rambutmu, sebab tak lagi kuingini pulang pada pelukmu.   .  

 Hai  This is me, Chatrine, again.  Being here again, not to write any poem or prose like I always do here, but to share that am so happy today. No, not because today is valentine's day. I can't stop smiling since last night, I smile like a girl who falls in love. Can you guys imagine that? the first time when you fall in love with someone, you always smile at random things, just like you are on your way to going crazy. You just can't stop smiling and feel so happy like the world is on your side and everything just working for you. ya, that's me right freakin' now. Well, let's make things clear, am NOT falling in love with a new guy, at least not yet wkwkw, am just "feeling like am falling in love", there's a little bit of difference between that two sentences. Since life is all about choices, so you choose what you want to feel, right?  i know, sometimes there's that one condition we call "Force Majeure", something out of our control...